Grinder - Reeling On The Edge lyrics

Listen people what can I say? I'm a really f*cked up personality You know I'm hangin' around all day and night With my body pretty busy though my mind is tired Picking up the phone to give my friends a call But I didn't pay the bill so it won't work at all I've got the muddiest burgers and the cheapest booze A bunch of pills but nothin' else to consume... Reeling on the edge, reeling on the edge I'm full time stoned and I'm half time dead Reeling on the edge, reeling on the edge How should I dare another step? ...I'm afraid someone's gonna push me just a little too far... ...can't get rid of the fear they won't open the door for me... I'm not used to stuff to read What should I learn from books or stupid magazines? Walkin' through the park watchin' open air TV Witness violation entertainment for free Children rob their mother's robbers keep on robbin' joggers Thank God no one's gonna rob me cause I've got a lot of brothers But maybe I just need another try... F*ck! Listen to me! Kicked in the teeth again But I won't lose my head If I could only have the chance... I don't need no charity But I can't cope with enmity As long as I'm sitting in the pit! I'M ALONE Fighting a 1000 feet trying to kick me down I CAN'T TAKE People being all the time so sorry 'bout my fate I'M NOT A FOOL As long as I'm me and do not have to think like you I'M ALIVE I'm a living personality that cannot be denied I'M ALIVE I'M ALIVE I'M ALIVE I'm alive!