Grim Indiana - Nazarene lyrics

My life ain't all okay But it ain't tragedy But I like to parade it Attention dependency Am I going to hell? That'd be a damn shame I'd love to meet my God Maybe pick at his brain Oh mighty divine Where's a man gotta walk To find no blood on his blade So he can rest in his dreams Not wake in the nightmares Of the men he's erased Oh if I was going to hell that'd be a damn shame My daddy a narcissist Restricted to his pocket watch My mother the blasphemer Who opened her mind to the other gods My own beloved brother who could do no wrong to me Mostly abandoned by my daddy Long lost child of apathy Well lord Could you save me? Could you save us all? Feed us to vice to sate your cauldron Slipping down into the funeral boil Today we gather in the heat My friends and family Made fallible But forsaken by the maker I refuse No I refuse to believe it If I was going to hell that'd be a damn shame After all family, reunion's a word that's bitter to the taste I'm only a victim But you said we all sinners When he rise from the dead Well it's d**h he deliver Take us deep down below destined for the flames Almighty Erase me We a long way from the altar Oh holy, holy