Grieves - Rebecca lyrics

It's been awhile since I spoke like a human Haven't seen you in over half of a decade and haven't talked since I moved In the home town harmony's telling me you've been bad Grieving over the fact that you're losing your baby's dad But it's not just that, you're farther into the crack Heard you're walking a track and marching into the trash f** praying, 'cause I've been silent for years I'm sick of trying to be a man about it; Hiding my tears And f** the judgment, I've got a messed up past But when asked or confronted, I'm a shut down fast And the truth is, girl I cry when I think of you And write a million songs that I'm a never get to sing with you Talk about the places I'm a never get to bring you to Show you what it's like to build a life and learn a thing or two What hurts me is that I love you, 'cause you're my older sister The only girl that I can rock with Mum shut's down when I ask and dad's so sad That I don't know if he's ever gonna get past it And really, I'm finding it hard for me to manage Any close relationships without the fear of vanishing All of this has been hard, I ain't denying it I'm writing down this song as a product of my environment So listen, they say that family is everything It's more than just a house, two dogs and a wedding ring It's blossoming life and standing up to anything Trying to take the people that you love to what it's meant to be Yeah, so then where'd you go? Prisoner in your body quarantined from your soul And I know those d** got you out in the cold Got you spitting in the mouth of those showing you hope So if you'd ever come through to your senses I'll be right here, waiting for Rebecca.