GreatDaneTV - Mirror lyrics
Why am i here? I see judgement, i can't see clear I don't know if the end is near I see my reflection appear I hate him, wish he could disappear It's so hard to persevere There's lots of people that i hear But the worst one is the one in the mirror He just repeats everything i know Like how i can't control My own thoughts, and how they won't go In my boat, he's drilling holes It's sinking down And i never make a sound Cause' i don't want anyone to worry Can't see clear, it's getting blurry He's affecting my vision I can't even keep precision He just doesn't ever listen He just tells me his opinion It makes me sick and I gotta make a decision But every time i try he's always winning And i'm stuck in this position So much corruption He's got me trapped inside a dungeon He always tells me that i'm nothing And that's something that he's loving (loving) I know it is And i'm never showing it If i do, he'll judge me about it Will anybody care anyway? i doubt it Can't keep running from my problems I just gotta face it and solve em' But whenever i do, they come right back A day or two later, ready to attack I don't care what you say, is that really true? I try so hard to ignore you I put up a fight, but i always lose Then i fake a good attitude I act tough, but i'm afraid That this self doubt won't ever go away I say i'm okay, but i'm not okay No matter what i do, it doesn't change It's the same He reminds me of all my pain It's like a beast that i can't tame Wish that i could just grab the reins But i can't do it It always gets ruined By the man in the mirror telling me i can't I tell him i don't wanna hear him rant But he never leaves He just keeps watching me Waiting for the perfect time to strike He never lets me live my life I try so hard, but it's so difficult Everyone around me, they're so critical I'm afraid that it's not fixable I can't do this, it's not livable It's my fault, that's admittable He's always at his pinnacle He makes my whole life miserable Causing depression, he's additional He's smiling ear-to-ear He knows all my fears He's a puppeteer Controlling me, it's severe When i'm happy, he interferes And reminds me that he's still here No matter what i do, he doesn't disappear That's what happens when i look in the mirror