Grasskingdoms - Runner up lyrics

I fantasize about a better life Bright lights, never ending nights Sometimes i feel like i'm just passing time To get the vision that i know is mine And i try, and i try, and i try But sometimes i fail What it's like inside of my mind I'll never tell I can't tell you if i think i'm enough Because most of the time in my mind I'm not the one I can't tell if i think i'm enough Because most of the time in my life I'm runner up I'm sick and tired Always feeling so inspired Can't wait to settle down and finally retire Life moves quick, but the dreams work slow I'm in a full blown sprint, but i'm waist deep in snow And i try, and i try, and i try But mostly i fail All the times that i lied to get by And never prevailed Those days were hell I can't tell you if i think i'm enough Because most of the time in my mind I'm not the one I can't tell if i think i'm enough Because most of the time in my life I'm runner up I can't tell you if i think i'm enough Because most of the time in my mind I'm not the one I can't tell if i think i'm enough Because most of the time in my life I'm runner up