Where have I placed my reason why do I lose control seems that I've lost the lesson it seems I'm blind to what I see the most Through all the crap day to day the smallest things drag me the most I feel any grip get pulled away from loosely to completely lost Gets so mean for it's own sake surely not for a point watch my words make your smile break and see the kind of pain I've set afloat Through all the crap day to day the smallest things drag me the most I feel any grip get pulled away from loosely to completely lost Come upon our beginning fail to see where I've been take the path back to hurting curse myself again for what I've done Through all the crap day to day the smallest things drag me the most I feel any grip get pulled away from loosely to completely lost completely lost completely lost