Graft - Graft HGM Freestyle lyrics

[Intro] Graft Home Grown Media TV Large up all my real n***as behind the cam Shoutout KB Some real sh** for them Pain from the heart innit Listen [Verse] Stress up on my mind every minute Like swine flu I wish that I could done it, catch it, bin it, k** it But there's no sleep for the stressed There ain't time for no rest I'm just tryna do my best But it's really got me held back Lookin' in the mirror, you don't know yourself my dog You ever felt that That ain't even half of my story Stress so consistent my body feels poorly Look, and for my mum please tell her that I love her So much anger I can't even show it I just pray that she know it All this sh** got me feeling so heartless Devil on my brain therefore I've got half left Damn And in my room I just pray to the Lord, he don't answer when I call My life's disfigured like pieces I gotta find Jesus I'm on a deeper journey than Dora Used to have my glow, now I've lost my own aura Cos this stress brings dark in a minute Please tell me if you feel it, nah wait You can't relate So F off or please listen carefully I can tell you about old kids that were scared of me But I'm starting with the pain like narstie I've never had it rough, I'm young I've lived cla**y Not once will lie about the pain I'll never tell lies just to try and earn fame I'll always keep it when I'm rhyming I'll never turn fake I can never shuck night him All this stress got me feelin' so parrow And at night my mind takes off like a sparrow All this sh** dog, it's far from shallow I feel it in my chest to the bone and the marrow Up in the battle with the creatures in the mist My old life I do miss, I don't know how do I do this I'm trying to focus but it's hard to And if you walked in my shoes my old path woulda scarred you Plus I'm a big black n***a like Lukaku 6'1 to be exact but this stress make me smaller Wishing it's no mental disorder The devil won't leave me alone like a stalker Each day I feel weaker, drainage of energy Fighting a battle I ain't meant to be You ever felt so lost that you feel like your mind's gone The peak is the misery, so much negativity My mind's gone so differently Most love for myself, man I've lost that More time I feel lonely I express through my bars so she know me sh** How I miss the old me I feel trapped like a slave I don't even dance when I rave Blame it on the rage Built up aggression, fire in his eyes like Satan True say Jesus made him What's life that's the question And at night that's my one single question Graft