Goon Moon - An Autumn That Came Too Soon lyrics

In these times, in this age In a real bad phase Do you really believe I wanna be awake? On a ship, not deployed In an uncharted void I feel useless and annoyed Steps equal emptiness [?] equals sadness Old man equals little boy Woman equals madness You are solar I am polar You are the earth And I am the moon Of an autumn that came too soon On a tree, on a sea Holding on for dear me There's a light that could shine on the shore There's a garden that's kept Where they say Jesus wept Where the gods grow tall with the gore Steps equal emptiness [?] equals sadness Old man equals little boy Woman equals madness You are solar I am polar You are the earth And I am the moon Of an autumn that came too soon