Golden Apes - Dying lyrics

I see myself on strange walls, with a face of an ape and it calls my name without to breath, I feel eden in my blood, somewhere between you and my d**h... So let me spit it out, let me vomitt, let me feel so sick now, let me k** it... I'm dying... I'm dying of being me... I'm dying... Of being without you.. I feel myself in a dreamless sleep and I want that you feel it too, near to your heart, so deep... And I'm dying...