Godemis - Ender's Blame lyrics

[Verse 1: Godemis] Yeah he stabbed himself in the heart way back when Her mom took the blade out, she put it back it Oblivious to the reason, wondering why Wouldn't she have left it out if she really wanted to die? Guess she really wanted to fry, God-fearing Christian Who was really ready to fly But I don't blame her for it, anymore it's history They say that's it's a cowardly act, but I disagree People flirting with suicide really f**s me up They just want the attention, they ain't got the nuts David blew his brains out and didn't hesitate I wish to hell I would've taught him how to meditate We live to die and it fit us under a heavy weight And being alive alone ain't reason to celebrate Pray to the angels that what you believe in will delegate And through divine intervention help you carry the weight [Hook (x2): Godemis] You need true believing if you feeling like it's do or die There ain't no animosity dividing you and I And is it worth it? I don't know, I'd figure you decide I'm going through it while you're going it through it suicide [Verse 2: Godemis] Ernie slit both of his wrists and didn't leave a note I guess he thought it was a [?rap?] and didn't see any hope His mom took it way better than I would've imagined A loss of words at the way that she asked me what happened I feel like a bad friend but that was back then Now when I miss him I just remember him laughing I do resent him but them I'm a hypocrite I'll admit, think about it I feel him a little bit But is it safe to say that I'm pondering every day Put the chrome to head in the mirror ready to spray I'm leaning toward it but I ain't ready today Just a lapse in motivation when I get carried away But I won't be buried that way Got to many moves to make that cadavers could never take Cause the sh** that I gotta say Can't be written and recorded while rotting inside a-- grave [Hook (x2): Godemis] You need true believing if you feeling like it's do or die There ain't no animosity dividing you and I And is it worth it? I don't know, I'd figure you decide I'm going through it while you're going it through it suicide