God - My journal to freedom lyrics

hello i am a different kind of tale teller or nowadays truth teller, we've all got a story mine just happens to be 65,000 word book just trying get my voice heard ill mind of Hospin your a legend to me because your spirit is so similar, joey Bada$$ has already talked of all spirits becoming one but then again I could miss hear songs or read the wrong lyrics because 5-6 years this journey has taken it started with psychosis, schizophrenia & bipolar. they have finally diagnosed me with schizoaffective disorder. Don't know any more im running out of spirits to collect, and my voice is getting stronger even though there is probably nothing left spit about other than our final destination. Get in touch if you interest in a charity just a bit of publishing, I have a book contract with Austin Macaulay but the f**ers want 2500£ of me I am not after your money this is just the end of my journey and the beginning for a lot of other people because I write of life, d**h, heaven, hell, bud, chemicals, mental health GOD as my father and Christ's Spirit been resurrected f** me it sounds mad. Its called a modern day jesus Christ gods honest my journal to freedom or I no longer know what f** to do haha, 25 from stoke on trent just turning to in my world my only guidance from above comes from you guys who have made music or rappers nowadays but my story is brainwashing into believe in anything but yourself f**ed been so long since I read it get if that appealed to you o and I can spit DARK truth on dark d** its just comes and drives MAD HAHA. peace