gnash - Left Out lyrics

[Chorus:] Feeling left out from the right side of your bed Feeling stressed out over every last word you said Feelings left now, just a ghost inside my head Feeling less now cause I know you dream me dead I been left out, lied to, talked about and used Stared down and laughed at, while walking out of school You wanna put the blame on me the feelings nothing new You wanna hang more pain on me there's nothing you can do A moment lasts inside this coffin, I'm hurried often Every time your calling once your starting there's no stopping You know what, I pick my phone up, know you can hear me, just show up and show love, just want you near me But like does that even feel right cause I don't want you if anyone can hold you all through the night And is it even fair or worth for me to put up a fight, just to prove that I'm the one and you still leave out of spite No more broken hearts to fall apart to broken promises, no more playing cards with broken shards which goes to haunt us And we don't gotta put all this care beyond us, but you don't gotta be scared to be honest [Chorus] I thought a lot lately, please I wanna stop playing these games Your mom and pops hate me And now I'm probably not your top choice as your drinking on the rocks lately ha I wanna confess, I wanna die when your brought up by friends, and every night I'm haunted in bed so I cry every drop is a sin And I think I'm healing again but every feeling I'm feeling is like I'm peeling the skin Always dealing with women at every show and event but if we're home or if we're out you're on your phone every second Said that I'm an a**, I said I think your right So every conversation turns to basically a fight Stare into my eyes tell me what you need As I pray to God that you never leave [Chorus]