Without the help of anyone I'm all alone with a lonely image Without what we become that's one more chance that all I ask but none to give Live your life as only you can What I want is not important You should go on without me I'm an anchor with the power to speak And I'm a good talker obsessed with your happiness Should I admit to being a mess? You are now that nightmare person that I wake up every night screaming Feeling that God I'm at a crucial loss for words And that early banging on my window is lost for a moment in a blur In a prayer I swear not to let this So I check my progress But every answer that I discover tests my human logic There's too much to handle I'm swinging an emotion machine If it's not the past then it's the future And I've never met the present until now And it's unraveled in this apartment Started that torture session other than I was ready Steady aim And take me under Into the dark water of your field And without you I'm just myself When I look at it It's just one half of that diamond duo See your absence has taken it's toll On what I consider true I'm reformed by empty rooms Just to see the street lamps view Every second is counted Just trying to keep myself busy Walking downtown in a blizzard Trying to freeze away the misery And nothing is too mysterious So I know there's more clues to be located And all my options have been melted by the sun for the snows entertainment I'm an artist now but I'm starving for my lost lovers touch And I'm a disfunctioning human who lost that mighty power rust See this bed is made of concrete That's funny it isn't mine But I don't remember it up But it tells a story of how I'm blood red And the moment I'm more myself it tells informative spells Where the memory is wealth Try to get my water with a broken rope That's hanging over the well You can never touch the sky If your partners afraid of heights You should never raise your voice if you're no good at winning fights This material is priceless with friends and family But worthless to corporate marketing My energy is love for the attack that I'm encountering Tonight was a big moment That I've lived in my dreams a thousand times Opened the front door in a panic with no one by my side See the corner is empty it's too painful in the end And how come I'm 23 years old and already wonder when it going to end Sadly enough we've just begun And I can't help but find a way But she hopes we find each other and guilt is her puppeteer Near the end of the rope and I see a cliff And I wonder if I'll slow down Everyone around me is nervous that the second time will make me drown I'll connect the dots just for fun See where our troubles begun You'll find yourself in an empty house At 3am feeling the need to write Traveling won't keep me awake Cause it's what's here that makes me stay I'm not the mystic sarcastic rapper that puts on nightly plays I went to limits of being kind, always losing, Not this time! The world is different today I took my gla**es off just to see the light And if they can only see what I see then no one would lose sight of understanding It's that kind of language of respect that wins the wars for human expanding Forget the cliche rants about genders that never have a point I want to make some headway by rebuilding all your broken toys Why does commitment keep me homeless THIS TIME IT'S REAL I LOST EVERYTHING Soul mates are born in the heat of the moment I'm in love with the way the sirens sing Too much to be sacrificed for a little bit of reason And it's too late to come back from the past Waiting is never justified No more restrictions No more normalsy No more rhyming words out of thin air From now on we set the record straight (NEVER) Forgetting ever to compare No more concentrated efforts For writing now, it's like my therapy Twisted back with a pen All balanced psychology Every obnoxious gull song I stand by their meaning And every double meaning word was worth it I don't regret retreating And every single decision we made was worth it Redecorating your walls Every screaming psycho breakdown was worth it Reinventing the crawl Back to square one no choice but to get a replacement smile So get used to this trusty listener Welcome to my new lifestyle Cause I brought this upon myself And there are no more victims here But all I use is this ammunition For my no secrets career No secrets career