I'm returning I'm returning to another day When I was more than a shimmer on a screen When it all felt like a woven tapestry Ending in white I can begin in the dark I can't see with my eyes but I can feel with my heart But these voices exist, I can hear them say Please k** me, k** me slowly Would I give up my life? I'm dying, dying to feel what's inside Am I to stand with the black-hearted, the wicked and the saved? Or to wear my own colors, die with the brave Am I reaching for a bullet to end this charade? Or waiting to be reborn again Wasted on a sea of happy faces Dine on guests with closed captions stated Am I your love or your reflection hated? The party's over what a night we created Please k** me, k** me slowly Would I give up my life? I'm dying, dying to feel what's inside We are the eyes of a sun that just went dark I'm the eyes of a sun that just went dark And now it's holding on to me becoming darker, it's getting hard to breathe I'm longing for a chance; maybe it's all I need I've given in; It's taken the heart of me Please k** me, k** me slowly Would I give up my life? I'm dying, dying to feel what's inside