Gilbere Forte - The Awakening lyrics

[Verse 1] You can never take a n***a out of hell Wake up every morning, ask God is he real Don't ever leave me alone in this motherf**ing cell And my mind full of k**ers I done k**ed The hope I keep feeling is real If ain't nobody alive, then who the f** can I k**? Man, you know what I paid for this To give me 8 dollars at the buffalo exchange for this Man, I gotta chill, man, I blew the deal How the f** am I paying my bills? A n***a starving but eating healthy I apply the Whole Foods, try the Trader Joe's next door Back seated in a Range and my home boy owns Then this guy on and my android on [Verse 2] Fly to your favorite celebrity Might have f**ed in the same room as your favorite celebrity Might have ate a couple shrooms with your favorite celebrity f** I'm supposed to do? Idolize a celebrity? Y'all want me to share my stories Hook me to IV's and record me, Maury Reporting live from the mind of a minority Form and Dany Elfman scoring Bangladesh to Jordan Still rocking my favorite Jordans Philadelphia, smelling the f**ing LA morning Waking up in the streets, where the f** is the beach? Man, I miss home, where the f** did I leave? Retracting all the money that the dreams cost me Subtracting all the time that my feeling cost me I saw my ?? b**h, she lost me When she threw me out the window but somehow she caught me And I landed Forgetting someone you love Is like remembering someone you never knew All your lies, secret lies