Giggs - The Essence lyrics

[Verse] They were blocking bare, but now I'm rocking here on a rocking chair Yeah the block is here, yeah the block is here At the top of stairs, n***a Rocky's here Self centred, everybody tell me that I'm self centred But they ain't got a f**ing clue Another n***a gone, that's like the twelfth sentence Changes, sh**'s much different from the dangers sh** looks different from the neighbours Yeah sh**'s much different, it was dangerous That was man's bredrin now we're strangers We pop bang, serve a n***a saviours I watched man begging n***a save us And that man's never put in wages I'm mentally f**ed I'm mentally scarred, I'm meant to be up I'm meant to be high, I'm meant to be chuffed Fam I fought for my life, I'm mentally stuck Man I jump out my chair you're mentioning Buck They just lock n***as up, they sent for the cuffs Had to call up my girl and sent for my stuff Fam the day I walked out it went through my guts So in charge Everybody's watching n***a so it starts Everybody's watching thinking 'Oh, we're stars' Everybody's showing cards But that's that Cause man's just p**y like a black cat And man's just looking like a flash chap DSquared jacket and a flash cap I'm made for this I came for that, I paid for this I changed for this I never left I stayed for this f**ing hell, I do this for my n***as that are stuck in jail I do this for my n***as that got up and fell I do this for my brothers n***a, f** a cell Lord thank you for your blessing man Every bloody morning n***a I gotta get that blessing fam Gotta bring that message fam Peanut bu*ter sticky get me out that messy jam Them Giuseppe shoes won't delay that speshy bang We was them Peckham dudes jumping out like Peckham man Old school Smoking on that Method Man Man was in the trap working all long it was late You was in a bar out with a blonde and her mate Bag of dots in the whip it was on, it was bait Man would quickly pa** tru, say I'm gone then I skate I was sleeping before, now it's on, I'm awake I ain't asking for nothing, I want it, I take