Again it's knocking my door I can't take it no more Too much is overk** Falling into a deep void But not by my own choice Too much is overk** Emotions too fulfilled The closer you get The more I drift away For the reasons I can't explain My demands for privacy Is it too much? I hope that you finally can understand Before the promised land I've had my share of pain To last the one lifetime Bloody stains That won't wash away with the rain In my darkest hour I reach for the light To give me the power I need in this fight But you turned your Back and walked away My shortcomings as a human You point me But your own reflection in the mirror You just can't see Fatherless child as I am The endless line of the children of the damned We don't get the helping hand I've had my share of pain To last the one lifetime Bloody stains That won't wash away with the rain In my darkest hour I reach for the light To give me the power I need in this fight But you turned your Back and walked away From the pain of knowing That you don't care I rise like the Phoenix Soaring to the air Darkest hour My cross to bear Who holds the answers to our lives The recipe for the painless times If The Oracle you're the one to find I bow to you you're next to God In my darkest hour I reach for the light To give me the power I need in this fight But you turned your Back and walked away From the pain of knowing That you don't care I rise like the Phoenix Soaring to the air Darkest hour My cross to bear