[Verse 1] If you said that you could k** the things inside me You're just a liar, everything inside me's dead It's nice of you to think that I could ever be that But I'm not, I'm just a failure instead [Verse 2] Don't preach a story of success and gifted thinking Because in the end were gonna end up the same way Keep on living your whole life on hands and knees Cause I'll be standing waiting, life ends the same way [Chorus](x2) Never wanted this life Because it's meaningless Gone away from me [Verse 3] The life you've given is a poorly painted picture The colors running, and it's staggering my life A definition of the truth is all I wanted Not mental beatings falling short of stupidity [Verse 4] Don't give a speech on your prolific ways of living You speak in vain whether you think you do or not Spreading infection of the truth that leads to sick lies You are the shame inside of me; you mind rot [Chorus](x4) [Verse 1] Instead! I'm just a failure instead Instead! [Verse 5] You're so mistaken on the life you think I wanted I'll give you credit for the effort you put forth Cause as it ends you're gonna start to realize that Your f**ing prejudice and words of wisdom go unheard [Chorus](x2) [Outro](x8) Never wanted this life