fui ni butsukatta you na, jitsu wa koi ni shikumareta you na mondai ga genkai wo koeta kenkai ni ta**h**a mou wakaranai sou, kudaranai to akirameru fuseikai da to sakendatte seikai no seikai ga wakaranai hontou no koto iiattemo nanimo kawaranai kamo shirenai shi bokura wa kawaru koto wo kowagatte'ru kara mou nanimokamo wasurete mou wasurete mou wasurete mou wasurete waraiatte raku ni ikinayo tte iwareta kedo otona janai kara sa muri wo sh**e made waraenakute sa wakatte wa i'n dakedo kidzukeba mawari ga kusunde itta otona ni natta furi sh**emo kotoba nomikonjau kara kuyashiku omotte'ru yo magarinarinimo seotte'ru tsumori nan da otonachikku tte iwarechau yori wa muri ni datte sakebitai kodomo datte warawareta tte jibun no koe wo shinjitai kashikoku naru hitsuyou nara tokku no mukashi ni oite kita hashiridasou to sh**a toki jara seoikonda omoi wo nagedasu kurai nara mae wo muite mae wo muite mae wo muite me wo awash**e uta ni suru kara mimi kash**e kure otona janai kara sa muri wo sh**e made waraenakute sa wakatte wa i'n dakedo kidzukeba mawari ga kusunde itta otona ni natta furi sh**emo kotoba nomikonjau kara kuyashiku omotte'ru yo atama no naka de muzugayuku natta kotoba wo erande nani ga warui kirawareta tte mune hareru daro tamesarete'ru tte omoi na yo otona janai kara sa muri wo sh**e made waraenakute sa wakatte wa i'n dakedo kidzukeba mawari ga kusunde itta otona ni natte made kotoba nomikomu nante yametoke yo kuyashiku omotta nara seoi-tsudzukete miro yo