George Monastiriakos - Dreams lyrics

[Verse 1] Roaming these cold roads, I stay in my own zone I enjoy being alone, it reminds me of my soul I'm a loner trying to find his way home Paranoia looking over my shoulder, is it Jehova Is the pain close its end, is the game over I'm a soldier, I always have to keep my composure Haven't slept well for weeks, I've been thinking very deep lately They're gonna get me, that's why I seem crazy When they see the threat, they're gonna wanna see me dead But I don't know if they're gonna k** me yet Are we destined to win, check the position were in The future changes every minute, everything depends on it Will they let me study law and pursue a career in politics Rap the truth, help the third world and stay positive Sometimes I wish I was someone else but I change the topic Slow down, shut the f** up and snap the f** out of it [Chorus] You leave your mark on your target, you pick your path and you walk it I'm running, no following me, traumatized trying to sleep I hate dreaming, even sleeping no longer comforts me Cause now I'm haunted in my dreams, accept responsibility And let your destiny be, but the kids aren't prepared for this The world's a scary place, but inside your brain is the scariest Don't be scared to live, exist until the very end Loyal to your last breath when you're finally dead [Verse 2] How do I get people to listen, I'm part of the resistance And the industry doesn't acknowledge my existence But I exist b**h, I'm twisted having sick visions The world's a graveyard but everyone pretends it isn't I've got nothing to run from, nothing to hide Just look deep in my eyes and see the demons arise You know that feeling inside, when it's hard to survive Like every single human being alive is wishing you died I remember having a good time and living a lie It's the reason I rhyme, it's the reason I try I remember popping pills and smoking weed to my brain And drinking away every day just to escape Waking up with the same pain, feeling ashamed My friend died from an overdose and nobody changed Find your way and go straight before it's too late Or live your life locked in a cage, and rot in the grave [Chorus] [Verse 3] I'm a slave to pain I'll carry until the end of my days From the cradle to the grave, in the cla**room, on the stage It never goes away, I'm still waiting for change Sitting alone with the door closed going insane And I know you feel the same, don't wonder why, don't act surprised We push the real to the side so fake gets recognized Never mind, you can't comprehend what's in my head Like do I go until the end, or should I quit while I'm ahead Should I go until there's not a single breath left in my chest Until my body breaks down and I take my final steps Until my heart beat stops and I finally get to rest Until there's nothing but a soul left in this cold flesh Until my picture's in the press with a warrant for my arrest I chose this road on my own and have no regrets I give 110 percent, and all I want is your respect I may get f**ed up and depressed, but I ain't finished yet [Chorus]