Geoff Rockwell - Neutron Cameras Vs. Smuggled Nuclear Bombs lyrics

I was abandoned last night without a way home Stuck in a desert with only you above me I'm sorry I turned my back, back on you so many times I'm standing right here asking you to accept my apology Not everyone we know has faith in you But we all know where they'll go in the end Come on, lets go and break these chains I need your help my sweet God Here lately I've abandoned me Get up decide, get up decide, well I won't know My god she abandoned me Get up decide, get up decide, well I need you! Well it's been two years now Am I wasting her time God I know that you can help me with all my problems It's been over a year and a half Am I wasting her time, there's been a lot Of things on my mind and I know that you can help me I'll bleed for you just like you bled for me I'm in a home with nothing more than a bed A bed! Won't you help me? Lonely child, don't be afraid, don't be afraid Only love disintegrates the soul and turns your streets to gold I sit here smoking these cigarettes So hear this out I sit here smoking these cigarettes So hear this out Oh my god I'm dying to know If this panic setting in is a good excuse To step away from Oh my god I'm dying to know If this panic setting in is a good excuse To step away from you To break me Get up decide, get up and fight I need your help, and break me down Go on, I need your help God let's go, help me, break me!