Genshin - Get It Together lyrics

[Intro] Yes lawd Knowledge, n***a Pay attention Lawd [Verse] Try to improve, but it's all for a lost and the costing I'm constantly pinging this painstaking it pitiful Penalized by reality, realising my limits is difficult dealing with the illusions inside my mind, ah Pray for a happy ending, before apathy sets in Asking a single question, like what's the purpose for this Where's the communication, we used to speak on the regular now it's only seldom This separation i see is something unnecessary At least from my perspective, my pride and my heart protected You knew every issue i have with dealing with rejection I took all of the flaws i had and put 'em on the table I told you all my insecurities and yet you judge me It's funny all this materialistic sh** you covet In actuality, dulling, your mentality shallow You wanna worry 'bout the surface level sh** that other people can grasp as i Pa** it all with the masquerades, the sky charades, and lies you say But only to me I guess that i was never really that important But you feel the way you feeling i can't force it baby Nor do i have the time, so i choose to ignore Prefer to do this by myself, the bullsh** i avoid The voice in you My opinion and my pain is pointless Tryna keep it all together but i'm torn and it seems that Singing the melody fill with sorrow And my attention is currently borrow I'm at the moment eternally hollow Not looking for a sista for tomorrow Praying that it's better than the day ones I work these lyrics with a heavy heart and empty soul But will i ever gain control i mean who really knows I put my face inside the music when i'm feeling low Oh lawd