Generationals - I Promise lyrics

I been watching the birds as they go I been keeping my bank account low I been keeping my end of the deal With Saint Anthony and Saint Thomas My little sister gave it a hell of a try You know I hear it gets worse when you die I can't believe you got me waiting for another year But if you ever make it back I'll be here And I'll be ready, I promise I promise I hear your voice say things to me But I get up for nothing cause I'm afraid to see But every day is so twisted, I know you won't give in But I'll still be here if you want me back again I promise I promise You can always come home I promise you can always come home I try to count the chimes Water the flowers above the sink sometimes I listen to your records Do you still have mine? Every day is so twisted, I know you won't give in So I promise not to try to make it breathe again I promise