[Verse 1: J. Gray] I get so much stress in high school Asking myself what the heck I'm gonna do Trying to stay shape, keep holding faith But everyday my faith always breaks Pray everyday 24/7 One day I'll meet good up in heaven Sometimes in high school I always get bullied Turning around everybody started laughing When I get mad I always lose it So much emotion I can't even control it Soul inside me, won't stop cryin People knock me down, begun die tryin Music is my soul, family is my life I'll be a better man, and fight my life I'm trying to get back on my feet Sit laid back while I cruising in the streets [Hook] [Verse 2: J. Gray] I tried to make friends, people always hate me Quiet person man, always scared of talking Trouble sleeping, won't stop eating This is who I am, I'm always losing I found out Jamal was working his mixtape I pop champagne when he drop his mixtape That's my cousin, I'm saying it for real Sooner or later we both gonna get that deal Thank you everyone keep on praising Love me or hate me I will keep spitting Raleigh is my city, this is where I came Wind blow fast like a Carolina hurricane Making music was my first rejoice People these days make fun of my voice I'm trying to get back on my feet Sit laid while I cruising in the streets [Hook]