Gene Pa**ehl - Drinking my Fear lyrics

I've got beer for my fear And all that I hold so dear I've pushed them far So far that I don't even want to be here I've got wine to dine on my mind Make it numb and dumb Sum up whats left Take a guess and forget Something is dying down The once vibrant music Makes not a sound Crown me in this world Only so as to let me wallow Just another swallow to follow In the bottle in the end All I want is to hold her hand Hope to dream She might understand To lead me away To those things I hold so dear