Gemini Syndrome - Syndrome lyrics

I take a deep breath The smell might get me high You get f**ed up just to get by I sleep all day cause I can’t open my eyes You pissed it all away And never said goodbye The strength I find I find on the inside And I will not apologize We are so scared of What’s around the corner That’s why we try to destroy the order Chaos won’t let us see What’s coming around the bend The journey is more important than the end The strength I find I find on the inside And I will not apologize for my prize I guess you didn’t know It’s not a weakness It’s just my syndrome You will never know The depth of my Syndrome You will never know The depth of my Syndrome Why do we try to die? Syndrome Why do we try to die? Syndrome The pills will make it go away Depression is my only friend I’m never getting better And I don’t want to anyway The strength I find I find on the inside And I will not apologize for my prize The angels are calling me home I guess you didn’t know It’s not a weakness It’s just my Syndrome Why do we try to die all the time? Isn’t it just enough to be alive?