Gawdlee - 03/14/XX (prod. Prxphet. w/ Xequals) lyrics

[Verse 1] Black and white scene, of a box full of roses Falling on a grave, marked here lies us Every time you drown in your tears, i rust you're surrounded With sounds sayin' here I was and you believed Like when I thought the fall would stop then you would grieve, Your such a bitter disappointment I said it but, you didn't get the point Now the pains so small, I can fit it in a joint You don't trust me, I don't trust you I tried to hold it back and then it bust through Now I'm above you, no I'm over you Now my only wish is that I never met the older you And I'll admit I'm cold as you but you don't know what I'm filled with The bittersweet poetry Is more than I can deal with And understand this on some real sh** I love that I can look at you and notice don't feel sh** [Pre Hook] I love that I can look at you And notice don't feel sh** I love it [Hook] But it didn't used to be this way It didn't use to be this way This way [Verse 2] And I wonder if you see me And I wonder if you think About all the little things that I did for you I was young I was dumb but I lived for you I stepped up said we're done and you lied Now all these people think I'm some other guy But you could never stop the sun it'll rise Even with your eyes closed it'll shine till you're blind Only time will define my place My influence on your taste Cause there's something you can never really f** with He did too much and he never did enough sh** You say you love ‘em but he's not who you're in love with And then you f** me because I make cum quick I really think you're too f**ed up function You'll never get peace always caught up in somethin [Hook] But it didn't used to be this way It didn't use to be this way This way