Gathering Field - Absence of Her Smile lyrics

She says that she is going home now She says that she has seen enough She packed her bags, she's leaving in the morning On that 7:30 a.m. Greyhound Bus I want to know, how to go About living in the absence of her smile Even now, I dream that I'll Be forgiven for the absence of her smile Only half-remember how it was Before I started with those lies. Before I hated her for all the ways I failed her; Before she offered me her last good-bye And oh…. I want to know... I wonder how it will be Beyond the shadow of me Guess I'll never see I want to know....