Garbage - Soldier Through This lyrics

You work to hard So when you come home You tell me you are tired And you don't want to talk about it You envy my drive And how I am motivated You go down to the park Check out the carnival for a while And try to forget all about it I'm out of control And you don't appreciate it [Chorus:] Believe it, I need it I feel intoxicated I love it, I want it Don't make me leave you for it You say I have changed Self-centred and vain And you don't respect me for it The world is the same So I play the game And you've grown to hate me for it So waery and raged There's no-one to blame But still you resent me for it I call all the shots I hold all the cards And you feel imasculinated [Chorus] [Bridge:] Believe it, I need this I feel intoxicated I love it, I want it Don't make me leave you for it [repeat bridge] How do we reconcile this [4x] I'm able to soldier through this [4x]