Gameface - Backwards lyrics

I felt it once when we came face to face. I didn't know but you felt so out of place. Feels like we're sliding backwards. Too much weight. Strength I lack. One more thought will break my back. Too much weight wears my mind. One more thought left to decide. Felt it once then gave a second thought. It's been so hard to pretend like I forgot. Feels like we're sliding backwards.