Wake up when the sun part Jump start my heart beat back Last night had a dream that I woke up right from my first relapse That isn't how it went down though, had to go down low to the cave I just came up out the rehab clinic, eyes living in a 21 daze Sitting in the rain outside, always had the feeling it was strange outside Flipping through the pages and the trap is in my play Burning through the stop signs, standing and wait Breathe in, here we go again I've been starting a war, my f**ing life man one more time and it be One more notch on the belt ??? guess that it fit That is always not how I felt Then they wonder why I left when I did Never saw the ceiling as a wall Every time I reach for it, after that I have to crawl Pretty Mona Lisa looking at me with the solace ??? the current piece of the problem OMG! Like for ten years I been absent dog That's ten years I been trapped in the fog That's a real known trife This is not a flick, this is real life sh** Breathe, peace I just want peace I done lost a lot of meals on myself Now I'm tired man I'm bouta go sleep