[Verse 1] I tried to ignore the things that haunt me everyday That seek me out, torture, make me pay As days go by, reality seems to blur into a dream I'm tearing at the seams [Chorus 1] It all goes dark, and the things I really wished for fade away Accepting everything I feel, if in fact any of it's real [Verse 2] I lied to me about the things that I hold dear As I seem to succumb to my greatest fear But the fact of it is, is that it never stops, it never stops, it never- [Chorus 2] It all goes dark, and the things I really wished for fade away Accepting everything I feel, if in fact any of it's real I look in the mirror, and see the silhouette of who I used to be To try and run away, and chase something that I'll never have someday [Chorus 3] It all goes dark, and the things I really wished for fade away Accepting everything I feel, if in fact any of it's real As this grows into something where I'll never have control I'll just sit and wait for change, and see that it all stays the same It stays the same