Gabe Ma**ey - Bleach lyrics

[Verse 1] Bathe in bleach The cold embrace of carbon monoxide teeth Chronic pain in the nerves of my brain Make the jump Always question when I'll have had enough I'm counting down the days 'till the final song plays [Chorus 1] I've lost control, and I can't take it back As I lay in my castle and give in to the attacks The walls are closing in And my head is holding sin [Verse 2] I can see the outline of my skull Holding in the shadow of my soul I'm my own chain on my back I make what I give and take And I hope that you're quiet when you sneak out the door So I don't wake up, cause my eyes will never adjust To blinding white light in this unholy night [Chorus 2] And I don't have to worry about relevancy Cause all of these things are always happening to me I try to escape to the emptiest room [Bridge] But I'm not ready to say goodbye I'm not ready to say goodbye I'm not sure how long I'll be alive But I'm not ready to say goodbye I can't say if I'll meet 25 But I'm not ready to say goodbye (All I can do and it's never enough I'm gambling my life and I'm calling my bluff Steady fixation with commas and lines Burning through pages to buy me some time) [Chorus 3] Someday the phone will ring And someone will be on the other side of the line To hear all my laments When I've burned all I could and I've finally reached the end I've lost control, and I can't take it back As I lay in my castle and give in to the attacks The walls are closing in And my head is holding sin [End] When I've finally pushed away everyone And there's no place left for me to run Maybe I can start it all again...