[Hook - Collins:] Blinded by the lights, waiting for a sign You thought I was fine, I'm losing my mind [Verse - Futuristic:] Yo, I ain't blinded, I'm finally seeing correctly I had cla** until n***as started to test me I surpa**ed what everybody I knew was doing They hope to do it, so I help em' do it and then they left me Ain't that a b**h, literally that's a b**h n***as seen the light and then they felt like they just had to switch I ain't ask for sh**, they looking for an a** to kiss I'm drunk as f** with a girl I used to f**, I'd probably grab her tits I'm smashing in a whip, navigation, the music blasting Getting head with my girl on the phone, how could I let this happen f** it, I'm extra spazzing, hit the bathroom for a second Threw up on my jacket and pissed in the liquor section And I don't even regret it, that's the worst part Don't have a purpose, I'm doing whatever sounds fun The music is something I really used to love But what do you do when your sounds done, I'm found numb I bought a gun with intentions to blow my brains out Took my money out the bank and put it all in envelopes Gave my mama four, gave my brother five, gave my cousin two Gave my DJ three, I'm trying to get this pain out I wondered who would come and get the stains out Or who would hear it, eventually take the same route I typed a post on my page for all of my fans I bet if I actually did I'd have the fame now And n***as still begging me to put em' on, begging me to play they songs Can't you tell I ain't this sh** myself You don't even like my tracks, you ain't bought one hit But you mad cause you asked, but won't get my help Stop it, I got my own situations that I've been facing These dreams that I'm always chasing, but they rarely ever come true This family that I left, that woman I used to love So the least of my concerns is you [Hook x2 - Collins]:]