Funeral - Saturn lyrics

I came for help Against my fears What harm did I ever do to you I asked for your help You helped yourself What harm did I ever do to you Now I suffer from tardive dyskinesia All my demons are gone but one When I look in the mirror I feel ashamed Moderate suffering replaced with pain When I go out the children they laugh at me Here comes the man who drowned in insanity They a**isted the demons that brought me down Now I look and feel like a clown So strap me into this chair Electrocute my head Then firmly force me down Lobotomize my mind Give me pills to make me well Your reconstruction of Hell My thoughts no longer a threat Until the day of my d**h