FrivolousShara - Hell and Back lyrics

[FrivolousShara] I've been through hell and back You don't really want to look at my past All you see is the mask I wear You stare but you can't see the glare prepared Cast around my head, shoulders, knees, and toes While we spin around that merry-go merry-go Uh Frankly sometimes my lyrics are deeper than an ocean My poetry is deeper Let it group dust in the private open Feeling drained, no gas in the mental tank Feeling like I'm finna tank Throw me overboard to sink My own body.. a water coffin and grave k**ing two birds with one stone Do I want to be saved? Look, sometimes I get lonely Sometimes I get scared But when's the last time I released this inner girl in thee air? She's buried inside Trying to torch inflammable memories With no more than relentless desires that will not leave Still apologizing for forgiven sins Enigma keeps her at bay She's running from the exorcist [Moses Background Vocals] Can you understand that, that I am in a wonderland? Whoa The truth is my affliction might as well be my addiction Without it I would not have all of this wise, compound friction Just restriction And predictions of my oracle But now I know, and I am blowing on in the air, steady with the flow But I am a manifestation of these expectations I am chasing My self is written in code and no one can translate it I hope in some form though, you can relate I can't be the only one Going through these lonely suns In this field of dreams there are no three-leafed clovers Image creation that I meld over and over Jogging with my dreams Feet slapping that pavement I don't know about you but I feel I am stepping on satan If I didn't have my faults I wouldn't have possibilities otherwise constructed with a perfect life built to the T So I am thankful and blessed beyond belief I've said it once before and that means I do believe [Hook] Going through hell and back, going through hell and back, going through hell and back And once again