1MOBLNT 3-15 1st Verse: I think I might've lost my mind some while ago I'm not the kind of guy to show my pride inside; I hide and go Seek out some other rhymes to flow; this the shine that's mine to show The guy you eyed some times and no one tried to know Name's Javier Last name Martinez Father figure slash wordsmith slash philosophical genius Sanity torn between rhymin' and mindful keenness Pro'ly been like this since I was still a fetus I gave two f**s; smoked 'em both away The price is constant; I'm too broke to pay Life is disappointment -what am I supposed to say? No heart for b**hes that were ever close to me This line's for the sh** that made me grow Had a kid and job -still in high school then graduated years back; now, I've gotta make me dough For real, I'm layin' back and layin' low Spit a crazy flow for the shady foes and shady hoes while I hang in the back and blazin' dro //Chorus// //Don't know what to expect from me Lately, life is full of mystery I smoke away my misery One more blunt for the night.// [Interlude] It's darkest right before dawn But I wake to nightmares Endin' who I've become Reaper's sayin' that I might dare Though I may hurt in the process My journey serves me as promise This Earth is turnin' for profits My soul is yearning for progress I'm too concerned to be thoughtless I learned the burden of logics You only heard this as nonsense 2nd Verse: I know the road I'm on is a bumpy one Success is what must be done 'til my city loves me ton Failing would cost me none No one knew it when I started; Now they know that I can spit it When they spit it, I hear crickets Still, I tell 'em it's the sickest Trick is, I'm the big-gest, prick with, the thickest Stiff stick chicks lick with shots of liquor and red lipstick I rip it Locals think they fly -that's why I ribbit Don't like my music? Then skip it I love bein' hated; hate bein' one to love 'Fore the night ends, I'm rollin' one mo' blunt A lion doesn't follow sheep They all go fall into pot holes, eat From the scrubs of the cubs in my pride -so treat My animal instincts as valued meat If beef's whatchu want, I'm Chef Ramsey Can't be, taken so lightly -might be, the last mistake made With a knife, switchblade Light switch fade I'm Vorhees and Kruger in your night dreams late Might be hate, but it's likely fate A mischievous deviant mischievously defyin' like tyrants pryin' to climb in -though I might seem plain I really hate rappin' -consumes me entirely It's truth and inspiring That's why I continue with writing I'm human and titan It's you that I'm guidin' If I'm cold, it's due to me dyin' I was a kid thinkin' I wouldn't see Graduation Day 'til I planted a seed and I had to raise it straight it The sins of my mother is what I hate to pay But this sh** made the man I am today //Chorus// //Don't know what to expect from me Lately, life is full of mystery I smoke away my misery One more blunt for the night.// [Interlude] It's darkest right before dawn But I wake to nightmares Endin' who I've become Reaper's sayin' that I might dare