Frank John James - Beat Tapes lyrics

I let my demons play with devils of my lifestyle Just to feel excitement and thriller, maybe I might smile A night out with no rest, you can see here Happiness is rare, but all they ever see, tears Hoping it's a moment in my broken life that hopefully will pa** with time But time ain't pa**ing fast enough for master of disaster with the rapture when I'm plastered Trying to reach my dreams, but don't know what the hell I'm after My conscious, always talking nonsense Slawed by humanity, the man in me is offset, pause it Let my lyrics sink inside your mindset My content, has you straight tripping when I drop sh** A k**er on the mic when I'm onset To everyone that chat with their kid with a Latin accent They say I'm callous, but my music says otherwise Cos everyone that listens to my album gets bu*terflies Somehow when I'm alone, I always feel my healthiest And wonder if it's wrong for a man to feel this emptiness Inside of him embracing it, with open arms he says: "I rather be a lone wolf than have a million friends And I'd rather die in my room with twenty-three ca**ettes Each for every year I lived with beats catered in my name" I roam alone, in my zone with my solitude And make my presence known when I flow with great magnitude I put a record on, play it to the break of dawn Accompanied by beats that I manifest to songs That's why I'm never lonely, son I got my beat tapes and three takes I take the whole scene like it's a sweepstakes You should be my friend just to be safe Listen to my songs, automatically I seem great And when I'm dead and you're missing my haikus Just know that I'm alive when you listen to my tunes