Forneverworld - Hikikomori lyrics

Yes, I'm b**hing about my life again. Yes, I'm complaining about my life. What some might label as a lame. What some might label as pain. What some might label as a geek. What some might label as neet. What some might label as a lame. What some might label as pain. What some might label as a geek. What some might label as neet. Yeah, I stay in the house, so f**ing what? So f**ing what? So f**ing what? Yeah, I stay in the house, so f**ing what? So f**ing what? So f**ing what? Yeah, I stay in my house, so f**ing what? So f**ing what? So f**ing what? Yeah, I stay in my house, so f**ing what? That's the face I put on for the people, but... I don't want to be a hikikomori anymore, I'm tired of this life. I don't want to be a hikikomori anymore, I'm tired of this life. I don't want to be a hikikomori anymore, I'm tired of this life. I don't want to... I don't want to... I don't want to... this life. I guess you are wrong for being you nowadays beacause if you don't follow a mold or a trend you will not have a f**ing friend. If I come across as soft for expressing myself, f** what you will call normalcy and everything else. Truthfully there will never be a normalcy for me. So, I took the cause I'm dealt sit in solitude and melt. Labeled a neet and they act like you are supposed to take it as a treat. This one is getting married, that one is moving away. Yeah, I'm still sitting here bear living the same way. I realized even if you have a job and relatives and interests it doesn't change sh**, still in the same boat sitting at home, feeling all alone. If you laugh your laughter is insincere If you cry you well feel the tears and I'm still here feeling the tears of these f**ing years sitting in this room, it's been about four, nobody coming to knock at this door [The NHK] I don't want to be a hikikomori anymore, I'm tired of this life. I don't want to be a hikikomori anymore, I'm tired of this life. I don't want to be a hikikomori anymore, I'm tired of this life. I don't want to... I don't want to... I don't want to... this life. How do I get rid of this pain, nobody understands. Every other day is the same sitting here and nobody understands. How do I find something in this cage, nobody understands. How do I find my Misaki? How do I find the perfect girl? How do I escape from this f**ing world? How do I get out of here? How do I stop shedding these tears? How can I escape from this anger that I feel? The anger that I feel. Lyrically I'm f**ing dead to this world [till it tear] Wow yeah, I kinda went there, but then again if I didn't go there I would probably still be here NHK! I don't want to be a hikikomori anymore, I'm tired of this life. I don't want to be a hikikomori anymore, I'm tired of this life. I don't want to be a hikikomori anymore, I'm tired of this life. I don't want to... I don't want to... I don't want to... this life.