Flashback Of Anger - Off With My Heart lyrics

I wish I couldn't remember The time when all was so bright I don't believe there is another way I can live Pain was the damn reward For all the good I've done My heart can love for real Now hate is all he can feel How could you fill my soul with my hate? Is this what I deserved? I'm sick and tired of fighting with myself I want to end this hell Time has come to fight for my life I never thought I'd have to escape from myself one day Still it's so hard not to think of what life could have been with her love I beg someone please tear off this heart from me It's so easy when you think To be human means to be weak **** And as I cross the highway of life Trying to find the answers inside my brainwashed mind I know there's a long way to go But someday I'll find my path back home **** Run far away once again Life's a game that we all have to play Just as best as we can Play this game today And there's no right way Time has come to fight for my life I never thought I'd have to escape from myself one day Still it's so hard not to think of what life could have been with her love I beg someone please tear off this heart from me