Flame - Desires In Conflict lyrics

Yea, I wanna tell ya'll this story It's a lot of people looking for restoration And really searching I met an interesting man Who confessed some of the struggles within Brace yourself cause the struggle is deep Cause the struggle is deep He wrestles with the very complex thing And this is what he said to me You don't understand my pain You don't understand my secret The type of depression I sleep with It's been going on Every since I was six years old My greatest fear is still being exposed My emotions cross wires Causing a s**ual crossfire Now I have conflicting desires As a distraction Same s** attraction In my actions and emotional breakdown just like fractions See, people even say that I'm wrong But people need to leave me alone Just check Dateline And the news will even show you The hate crimes I would see God but why waste time I'm so embarra**ed I try to change But it just won't work I felt ashamed when I stepped in the church I feel isolated Child of trauma I try to forget that while dealing with these struggles and set backs I been around Man... it's got to be tough man I don't know what to say I met an interesting woman Who confessed some of her struggles within Brace yourself cause her struggle is deep (cause her struggle is deep) She wrestles with the very complex thing And this is what she said to me You don't understand my pain You don't understand my struggle Never hearing a man say that I love you Without something in mind Yea, I grew up as a cla**ic tomboy When I was young I used to clown boys It was so funny But then the jokes stopped when he grabbed my throat And I got raped looked around and there was no pops Then I resented and hated men my friends then But I never dated men for a long time When I did I became promiscuous Involved in s**ual experiences That I shouldn't been Never felt feminine til I met a friend Who really took the time just to understand It became more than a friendship One day when her hand slipped I tried to change but that's the way that I am Please accept me for the way that I am Please, I been around Wow... that's deep... um I don't know And when they shared their secrets It was very hard to speak But I knew they wanted me to respond (they wanted me to respond) I closed my eyes and said a prayer to God Lord please help me speak your mind I don't understand your pain (I don't) And I don't and your secrets (I don't) The type of depression you sleep with But I sympathize I really do Know it's gotta be hard Being you so I try to be true And I try to empathize But I know that God wants to express a sacredness Through opposite s** Yes through opposite s** For man and woman to become one Is the union God wanted to bless Yes, He wants to bless It paints a picture of His desire for oneness With us in a relationship we can be with the Father He's always faithful He'll never molest or disrespect His sons and daughters You can bet on this His love is deeper than the ocean floor The blood of Jesus is the open door To forgive us for our sins And He can restore the void in a woman And He can restore the men to men from h*mos**ual sin See a person's race or ethnicity is sacred Our s**uality is sacred as well And it's a gift from God We don't have the right to do with it what we want to God has an original intent Just like I can't go off and participate in any type of s**ual act that I want to with My s**uality p**nography premarital s** adultery So what is it with our s**uality Concerning h*mo s**uality God has established The divine order And we must follow