Fireside - Shelagh lyrics

Can you see how I cry Will I ever be as good as I once were Its all the same its always me And every time I see you I will have to let you be Used to think that winter was the worst part to get through But now I'm really not so sure anymore Can you see how I lie My hands just can't stop shaking and I can't get no sleep You never missed me while I was away You never told me you wanted me to stay Your disappearing act is what I fear But you don't seem to notice, your too busy with your own The rain that hits the roof, that's beautiful to me And I don't think you love me Not even you