Fire + Ice - From Here lyrics

[Verse 1] Numb, lacking self-respect and sneaking ever closer Push, over and over Way out a one-way street Doing me, speaking my piece Boxed in, cards dealt, dad issues Yes, got a lot of issues On the pedestal put too many men A good half meant Thinky Pain Ever needy seeking for approval So the dreaming outgrew the bubble Fear, tears, feels betrayed Off balance, quickly swayed Hungry heart, the cake is a lie Feeding off the wrong supply Bubble gone, moment tapped Wired brain changed itself [Hook] From here, I wish to travel to the past of me Being big to the little him, that was me He'd be asked of me, would you walk with me Let us chat some brotherly talk in here Spotting plenty ego layers of indifference And preventing from being a better him His turn to be making moves He'll know that he can, will and could [Verse 2] Ever had suicide thoughts Good god, over and over Neck on train tracks wheels roll over Helped me back grounding myself Daydreams trumping d**h Forward 3 and two steps back No means to explore lows Read the signals just to make sure No particular reason that I know of Wicked love, low self-worth With my mind tricked to possible exit Long-term sounds so dumb like Brexit Ego-building walls off mayday Medication here goes a long way And I wouldn't call that at all a highway It's a more Road-Not-Taken-Way [Hook] From here, I wish to travel to the past of me Being the big to the little him, that was me He'd be asked of me, would you walk with me Chat brotherly talk in here Plenty ego layers of indifference Preventing him from being a better him His turn to be making moves He'll know that he can or will do [Verse 3] Love is giving someone the power to destroy you But trusting them not to I think it's some bad sh**, you know, having just the absence But I get it; there is a grain of truth in it Destroying means to hate the best that you can be Trust means the values are aligned On the same page sort of alike but It really doesn't touch me Integrity is something that won't come from a read And I read a lot or at least I try And when the time is right, I apply So I chill for the moment Savour life, cause I own it Earned it, gotta get better [Outro] The whole's bigger than its part, better him Apologises cause he saw, better him Have the courage stepping up, better him Waiting for his time, better him Seizes the moment, better him Cries regardless cause he owns it, better him Respects his struggles with his frenemies Sad for losses that will get to him, better him