Filous - Our Demons lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm not a sociable person Throughout all my life in school I was left for desertion The only friends I had held me as a burden I would act out erratically 'cause inside I was hurting It was worse than when my dad left But I don't blame him At least he was getting help with his alcoholism When he came back We both learned a valuable lesson And I'm thankful that my mother raised me well when he's missing But I wish that I could talk to people Even though I'm skeptical that some of you are evil I'm focused on the right now When you stayed up for the sequel And I'm positive that heaven's on the Earth Even though it ain't peaceful Make something of yourself 'Cause we all got demons that we break through If you make do with what you got What you're not is everyone else And no one's f**ing wealth could ever replicate you Ate through my thick skin Leaving a shell of a disbanded dissed man Coming off like verbal diarrhea Call me Michael Scott But only act like that with people that I like a lot [Chorus X2] "No wonder... Demons" I'm sorry I... "Can't help you" "No wonder..." Everything you ever did is "Coming back around" [Verse 2] Believe me, there's no bad blood If you hurt me in the past Don't sing me a sad song because More than likely I was organizing All the sh** you said to absorb it in writing I don't hold grudges No scars, but a few smudges I don't know much, Jenny But I know what love is My parents told me that if I worked my hardest I could shoot an arrow to the stars and hit my target And I'm sorry for all the friends I used to have I don't think I ever meant to end it bad But I'm a bad friend I like to keep to myself Maybe I'm obnoxious and deserve what I felt But no matter what, I play the hand that I'm dealt I go tell my insecurities to strangle themselves But I feel guilty I ain't played Clarinet in three years And I feel really bad because I knew it so well There's a lot of things that I regret If I changed the past there'd be a negative effect So I sit here writing, waiting, hoping for the best I think it's time we put our mental demons to the test [Chorus X2]