Fighting Gravity - Home (9:30 club) lyrics

Guess I can feel my way back home You're moving forward, I'm falling backwards Everything about this whole thing is a sin The mess I'm in I'm reaching out to touch your spirit I can't seem to get a grip on how it feels Is this real? And I don't know where it is I am or what I'm all about I guess I'll feel my way back home You've twisted everything I've said And thrown it right back in my face And I ask you how you feel You make that move inside my mind You've made that move so many times so tell me Is this real?