Fiend - If I Had a Choice lyrics

(Chorus-Fiend) If I had a choice, I would choose to live as long as you Roll with ??? you, that's my word If I had a choice, I would choose to live as long as you Roll with ??? you, that's my word (Fiend) I yet have'nt learned enough words to explain Can't figure what it is star, please listen to my heart I ain't never been dedicated to nothin other than blunt snuffin Your women cuttin and pistol bustin, we all grow Ask my cousin whether his stubborn a** responded He doesn't, it ain't a lie, we all came from nothin But that ain't a reason to love Fiend no lesser And this ain't for the pity, whatever For the ones that lick it together Look, I really ain't gon' be here, drinkin and smokin Maybe not see clear But dog I sobered up Still survive a Fiend, gone, soldier what Ain't nothin changed ask Tre, still feel with those ??? Numb, can't feel whether it's cold or what Kept a not-not, but what a time, look, it rolled me up Don't wanna hold ya up, keep ya knees so covered And I'm a tell her everyday her uncle love her (Chorus) (David Banner) Lord I'm sorry I didn't pray last night, I was tired Runnin through the porch tryna' get on the Red Eye Lately I ain't prayed for a minute, man I'm fallin These demons they got cell phones and lately they been callin And lately I been listenin Lord, does it really matter if I'm m**m or Christian Juan's case he didn't win, is he out, or in Sometimes I wish he wasn't born in this world of sin Bless his soul, but now my soul is on wait Lord I'm askin, now I'm beggin, please don't close the gate Lord I'm comin, I'm tired but my soul keeps runnin I told him you were comin but my people did nothin Little Justin, tell 'em I love him, I didn't rub him or hug him And tell him don't start thuggin like his big brother Lavell Ain't no price in this world for your soul to sell It's gettin warm around here, am I in Heaven or Hell (Chorus-to fade)