[Verse 1: Felly] One two one two You test my patience I hope you make it I'm living better than the rest of the dudes who don't pay no dues, they break it Awaken My soul Banging like bongos These headaches don't stop yo No patience, no console Losing all my conciousness Wake up feeling nauseous, sh** I wasted all my pocket lint So I can feel incompetent Low key Bringing cold sh** Switching up to that potent sh**, I believe I was chosen To kick this sh** til' I'm broken These beats bang when I can't sleep Thinkin bout what can't be Like other planets Acid trips Retaliate with pacisifists Euphoria don't let me lose I'm falling through with bad news Buzz on me like tatoos Too far to jump back to My old ways Walked through life the cold way Stumbling through the whole day I'm jumping to the basics Wondering if I'll make it Or is this time just wasted Cause things dont always work out like you want them to And people here are crazy who you talking to Need to awake it Changes to be made quick Before this time is wasted Feeling like I could die in a few minutes I be building up to get finished Lost in my sinning My goals in my vision Trying to figure out what is and what isn't Looking at the mirror My I've grown And I thrive and though I just cope About to live slow and die old But with this hand I might fold Out of the country feeling like a junkie Thinking how the f** some people live comfy Want to the see the bright side, but sh** ugly Twenty six dead like twenty miles from me That's why I break away and it's safe to say That today was cold but tomorrow is freezing Hold me down I'm wide awake Got mad complaints but at least I'm breathing I'll cope And grow Even when these days go up and down and move around so slow To the hope I'll hope It won't ever ever ever ever ever let it go Everyday is a blessing Everyday is depressing Contradictions keep me sweating And I'm always second guessing Feeling restless Yeah I'm restless Freaking out with every sentence My stress hits My duty To give you yours truly Fel