Fear My Thoughts - Survival Scars lyrics

I saw the light coming for me, an icy wind arose, I fought so hard to stay The solitude was so close They pushed the needle right in me Pushed it into my head They pushed the needle right in me Survive what they call dead [Chorus:] I can't tell if I'm still alive All I know I feel so dead I long for life They bend me and the broke me - They squeezed me into a form They taught and were leading me - According to their norm [Chorus] With all the scars I carry with me. I don't feel alive With all the scars I carry with me Knowing I'm not dead