Fax Gang - Implosion lyrics

Sky pitch black, I know I’m not looking back, all I’m seeing is the darkness Looking for a sweet taste, but I’ll never replace, lingering with tartness I can never think well, drawing from the inkwell, suited to an artist Put it down precisely, flowing red inside me, I make a deposit Hands are getting shakier, spilling on the paper, writing getting blotted Wiping off the ink first, scars all on my fingers, never getting clotted Pen is getting filled up, scabs are making buildup, situation’s common Stain all on my shirt, can you tell me why it hurts if I’m making something lauded Hand to my chest like I had a heart attack Plugged to the cables, jumpstarted that Tied to the chair, sitting on the launching pad Dot on my head, don’t know that I’m targeted Only see distortion, pixels, artifacts Never learned to clean up, erase, or sharpen that Program aborted, crashing, start, react Wonder why I find it harder to relax Smoke in the air, sky tinted carbon black Inhaling too much, yeah I’m going sorta mad A death of a kind, yeah I guess you’d call it that Close to the monitor, flatline cardiac Ascend, make amends, tell me where the party at Looking to the gates, but I see them guarding that Apples to apples, where’s the garden at God, won’t you tell me if I’ve got my pardon yet I’ll su*k it up ‘til I make an implosion Oh could you tell me why I wasn’t chosen I’ll be abandoned ‘til the day hell’s frozen Yeah I know that I’m gone, all my fingers are numb Never was number one, I hope you’re having fun but I’ll su*k it up ‘til I make an implosion Oh could you tell me why I wasn’t chosen I’ll be abandoned ‘til the day hell’s frozen Yeah I know that I’m gone, all my fingers are numb Never was number one, I hope you’re having fun but I’ll su*k it up ‘til I make an implosion Oh could you tell me why I wasn’t chosen I’ll be abandoned ‘til the day hell’s frozen Yeah I know that I’m gone, all my fingers are numb Never was number one, I hope you’re having fun but I’ll su*k it up ‘til I make an implosion Make more make more make more make Take more take more take more take more Make make make make make make make make Take take take take take take take take