Father - Please lyrics

I want to die sometimes I start feeling weak But I know I can't I'll miss out on all the good things in life I'm feeling weak now I've never felt so weak in my life Too much I'm hurting I feel ugly Humiliated Sometimes I don't know who I am I'm human and I'm still trying Everything is a process You have to make up in your mind to love yourself And I have Didn't know how to at first I'm angry at myself Sometimes I feel I hate myself But I know I'm better than that I've gotten laughed at all my life And I'm a really sweet person I don't take my meds Sometimes I wonder if I need them because they make me feel sick too I need help I've done all I could Sometimes I feel like I'm dying I don't want to be dramatic It's just so heavy I'm breaking down Not everyday I cry but I do often, a lot I'm tired, I'm drained I didn't use to be like this Do the feeling of stupid ever leave? I don't mean any harm to myself or anyone I love God and people a lot